{"id":1014,"date":"2017-11-09T10:48:14","date_gmt":"2017-11-09T09:48:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/neuralgia-blog.pl\/?p=1014"},"modified":"2017-11-09T10:48:14","modified_gmt":"2017-11-09T09:48:14","slug":"milosc-i-bol","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/2017\/11\/09\/milosc-i-bol\/","title":{"rendered":"Mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 i b\u00f3l."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Wij\u0119 si\u0119 z b\u00f3lu. Pe\u0142zam po ziemi prosz\u0105c o lito\u015b\u0107. B\u0142agam o ulg\u0119 i brak b\u00f3lu.<\/p>\n<p>Cierpienie uszlachetnia mawiaj\u0105 niekt\u00f3rzy. Mo\u017ce uszlachetnia, ale nie takie cierpienie. Zbyt d\u0142ugie i silne powoduje tylko apati\u0119, poczucie bezsilno\u015bci, strach, upadek\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Chc\u0119 \u017cy\u0107, ale tak ju\u017c nie potrafi\u0119. Zmuszam si\u0119\u00a0\u017ceby prze\u017cy\u0107 kolejn\u0105 minut\u0119, godzin\u0119, dob\u0119, czekaj\u0105c na lepszy czas, \u017ceby odetchn\u0105\u0107\u2026 do nast\u0119pnego razu.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u2013 B\u00f3l. B\u00f3l. B\u00f3l<\/em> \u2013 powtarzam w my\u015blach.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u2013 Kocham CI\u0119, ale nie daj\u0119 rady<\/em> \u2013 szepcz\u0119 do Zbyszka dzisiaj rano \u2013 <em>Pom\u00f3\u017c mi albo zabij<\/em> \u2013 ko\u0144cz\u0119 a On patrzy na mnie bezradnie i nic nie m\u00f3wi.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u2013 Jestem okrutna<\/em> \u2013 my\u015ble za chwil\u0119 \u2013 <em>Nie powinnam\u2026 ale nie umiem inaczej, bo b\u00f3l odbiera mi zdrowy rozs\u0105dek i my\u015blenie.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wij\u0119 si\u0119 z b\u00f3lu. Pe\u0142zam po ziemi prosz\u0105c o lito\u015b\u0107. B\u0142agam o ulg\u0119 i brak b\u00f3lu. Cierpienie uszlachetnia mawiaj\u0105 niekt\u00f3rzy. Mo\u017ce uszlachetnia, ale nie takie cierpienie. Zbyt d\u0142ugie i silne powoduje tylko apati\u0119, poczucie bezsilno\u015bci, strach, upadek\u2026 Chc\u0119 \u017cy\u0107, ale tak ju\u017c nie potrafi\u0119. Zmuszam si\u0119\u00a0\u017ceby prze\u017cy\u0107 kolejn\u0105 minut\u0119, godzin\u0119, dob\u0119, czekaj\u0105c na lepszy czas,&hellip;<a href=\"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/2017\/11\/09\/milosc-i-bol\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 i b\u00f3l.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1010,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[62,59],"tags":[9],"class_list":["post-1014","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bol","category-tn","tag-bol"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1014","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1014"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1014\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1015,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1014\/revisions\/1015"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1010"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1014"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1014"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1014"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}