Le\u017c\u0119 i my\u015bl\u0119.<\/p>\n
Boli.
\nPioruny przelatuj\u0105 przez moj\u0105 g\u0142ow\u0119 i nie mam si\u0142y si\u0119\u00a0poruszy\u0107, \u017cy\u0107, pracowa\u0107.<\/p>\n
Musz\u0119. Wiem to.
\nZaraz wstan\u0119 i zmusz\u0119\u00a0si\u0119\u00a0do czynno\u015bci \u017cyciowych. Koszt tego jest ogromny. Uruchamiam swoj\u0105 psychik\u0119, bo tylko na niej polegam.<\/p>\n
Si\u0142a woli, optymistyczne widzenie \u015bwiata, umiej\u0119tno\u015b\u0107 wmawiania sobie rzeczy dobrych\u2026
\nTo wszystko na czym mog\u0119\u00a0polega\u0107. Na razie to jeszcze dzia\u0142a i powoduje, \u017ce wstaj\u0119. Ale codziennie musz\u0119 walczy\u0107 sama ze sob\u0105. Cia\u0142o nie chce, dusza by chcia\u0142a\u2026<\/p>\n
Jeszcze walcz\u0119, to chyba dobrze? Ale to nie jestem dawna ja, z marzeniami, planami i aspiracjami na przysz\u0142o\u015b\u0107. Choroba zabra\u0142a mi to wszystko. Teraz walcz\u0119, \u017ceby w og\u00f3le \u017cy\u0107. \u017by\u0107 bez wi\u0119kszych marze\u0144 i plan\u00f3w.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Le\u017c\u0119 i my\u015bl\u0119. Boli. Pioruny przelatuj\u0105 przez moj\u0105 g\u0142ow\u0119 i nie mam si\u0142y si\u0119\u00a0poruszy\u0107, \u017cy\u0107, pracowa\u0107. Musz\u0119. Wiem to. Zaraz wstan\u0119 i zmusz\u0119\u00a0si\u0119\u00a0do czynno\u015bci \u017cyciowych. Koszt tego jest ogromny. Uruchamiam swoj\u0105 psychik\u0119, bo tylko na niej polegam. Si\u0142a woli, optymistyczne widzenie \u015bwiata, umiej\u0119tno\u015b\u0107 wmawiania sobie rzeczy dobrych\u2026 To wszystko na czym mog\u0119\u00a0polega\u0107. Na razie to…Continue reading Bez marze\u0144.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1114,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[62,59,60],"tags":[9,86],"class_list":["post-1118","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bol","category-tn","category-priv","tag-bol","tag-marzenia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1118","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1118"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1118\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1120,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1118\/revisions\/1120"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1114"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1118"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1118"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1118"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}