{"id":238,"date":"2015-11-28T21:59:23","date_gmt":"2015-11-28T20:59:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/neuralgia-blog.pl\/?p=238"},"modified":"2015-12-03T10:58:30","modified_gmt":"2015-12-03T09:58:30","slug":"28-listopada-2015-roku","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/2015\/11\/28\/28-listopada-2015-roku\/","title":{"rendered":"Samotno\u015b\u0107"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ju\u017c nie mog\u0119 d\u0142u\u017cej. Nie mam si\u0142y, \u017ceby \u017cy\u0107. Dzisiaj pierwszy raz czuj\u0119, \u017ce nie dotrwam do operacji. B\u00f3l jest wszechogarniaj\u0105cy. T\u0119py i ostry zarazem. Uderza co kilkana\u015bcie sekund. Jestem zm\u0119czona.<\/p>\n<p>Patrz\u0119 w stron\u0119 okna. Ciemno\u015b\u0107 wieczoru kusi swoim spokojem. Gdybym tam wysz\u0142a&#8230; posz\u0142a w t\u0119 przestrze\u0144 do przodu, mo\u017ce przesta\u0142abym czu\u0107 cokolwiek. Znikn\u0119\u0142abym ja, ale znikn\u0105\u0142by te\u017c ten koszmarny\u00a0b\u00f3l.<\/p>\n<p>Nie ma wok\u00f3\u0142 mnie osoby, kt\u00f3ra mia\u0142aby jeszcze si\u0142\u0119 mnie s\u0142ucha\u0107 i trzyma\u0107 za r\u0119k\u0119. Choroba zniszczy\u0142a wszystko i wszystkich.<\/p>\n<p>Spojrza\u0142am w tej chwili wg\u0142\u0105b mieszkania. Na drugim ko\u0144cu, przy biurku siedzi Zbyszek. Nie chce ju\u017c s\u0142ucha\u0107, bo nie mo\u017ce mi pom\u00f3c&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Samotno\u015b\u0107 w chorobie. Samotno\u015b\u0107 i brak nadziei.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ju\u017c nie mog\u0119 d\u0142u\u017cej. Nie mam si\u0142y, \u017ceby \u017cy\u0107. Dzisiaj pierwszy raz czuj\u0119, \u017ce nie dotrwam do operacji. B\u00f3l jest wszechogarniaj\u0105cy. T\u0119py i ostry zarazem. Uderza co kilkana\u015bcie sekund. Jestem zm\u0119czona. Patrz\u0119 w stron\u0119 okna. Ciemno\u015b\u0107 wieczoru kusi swoim spokojem. Gdybym tam wysz\u0142a&#8230; posz\u0142a w t\u0119 przestrze\u0144 do przodu, mo\u017ce przesta\u0142abym czu\u0107 cokolwiek. Znikn\u0119\u0142abym ja,&hellip;<a href=\"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/2015\/11\/28\/28-listopada-2015-roku\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Samotno\u015b\u0107<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[59],"tags":[9,37],"class_list":["post-238","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-tn","tag-bol","tag-mysli-samobojcze"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/238","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=238"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/238\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":289,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/238\/revisions\/289"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=238"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=238"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=238"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}