{"id":605,"date":"2016-04-11T19:04:48","date_gmt":"2016-04-11T17:04:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/neuralgia-blog.pl\/?p=605"},"modified":"2016-04-11T19:05:56","modified_gmt":"2016-04-11T17:05:56","slug":"jeszcze-raz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/2016\/04\/11\/jeszcze-raz\/","title":{"rendered":"Nieodwzajemnione uczucia."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Kocham Zbyszka.<br \/>\nKocham rodzic\u00f3w.<br \/>\nKocham przyjaci\u00f3\u0142 i lubi\u0119 ludzi.<br \/>\nKocham to, co robi\u0119.<br \/>\nLubi\u0119 marzy\u0107 i wierzy\u0107 w dobre rzeczy.\u00a0Dlatego chcia\u0142abym, \u017ceby \u017cycie pozwoli\u0142o mi na te uczucia. \u017beby odwzajemni\u0142o mi to, co mu daj\u0119.<\/p>\n<p>Trzy dni temu poczu\u0142am, \u017ce mo\u017ce by\u0107 dobrze\u2026 \u017ce dam rad\u0119\u2026 \u017ce czeka na mnie jeszcze co\u015b dobrego. Do wczoraj\u2026, kiedy to popo\u0142udniu zacz\u0119\u0142am mie\u0107 lekkie zawroty g\u0142owy, potem kilka wy\u0142adowa\u0144 i wreszcie przyszed\u0142 do mnie znany, ci\u0105g\u0142y b\u00f3l. Trwa przy mnie do dzisiaj. Jest z ty\u0142u za uchem. Na czubku g\u0142owy. W oku i nad okiem. W z\u0119bach. Przypieka moj\u0105 twarz. Drga na twarzy.<\/p>\n<p>Kiedy ten stan si\u0119\u00a0sko\u0144czy, znowu wstan\u0119 i zaczn\u0119 wszystko uk\u0142ada\u0107 od nowa. Znowu zaczn\u0119 wierzy\u0107, \u017ce jeszcze mo\u017ce by\u0107 dobrze. Ale nim si\u0119\u00a0rozp\u0119dz\u0119 na dobre, prawdopodobnie znowu przyjdzie do mnie b\u00f3l. Potem b\u00f3l minie a ja zaczn\u0119 \u017cy\u0107 kolejny raz od nowa\u2026 I wierzy\u0107\u2026 I marzy\u0107\u2026 \u017ce kiedy\u015b \u017cycie pozwoli mi si\u0119\u00a0lubi\u0107.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kocham Zbyszka. Kocham rodzic\u00f3w. Kocham przyjaci\u00f3\u0142 i lubi\u0119 ludzi. Kocham to, co robi\u0119. Lubi\u0119 marzy\u0107 i wierzy\u0107 w dobre rzeczy.\u00a0Dlatego chcia\u0142abym, \u017ceby \u017cycie pozwoli\u0142o mi na te uczucia. \u017beby odwzajemni\u0142o mi to, co mu daj\u0119. Trzy dni temu poczu\u0142am, \u017ce mo\u017ce by\u0107 dobrze\u2026 \u017ce dam rad\u0119\u2026 \u017ce czeka na mnie jeszcze co\u015b dobrego. Do wczoraj\u2026,&hellip;<a href=\"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/2016\/04\/11\/jeszcze-raz\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Nieodwzajemnione uczucia.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":606,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[62,59,60],"tags":[9,69,57],"class_list":["post-605","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bol","category-tn","category-priv","tag-bol","tag-milosc","tag-neuralgia-nerwu-trojdzielnego"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/605","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=605"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/605\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":608,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/605\/revisions\/608"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/606"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=605"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=605"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=605"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}