Ca\u0142y czas stoj\u0119\u00a0po lewej stronie \u017cycia i tylko zagl\u0105dam na jego praw\u0105 stron\u0119.
\nMarz\u0119 o tym, by moje \u017cycie by\u0142o pe\u0142ne. Mia\u0142o swoj\u0105\u00a0lew\u0105 i praw\u0105 cz\u0119\u015b\u0107.<\/p>\n
Boj\u0119 si\u0119 tego, co musz\u0119\u00a0przej\u015b\u0107, zanim dostan\u0119 szans\u0119 na prawdziwe \u017cycie, bez choroby. Boj\u0119\u00a0si\u0119 b\u00f3lu. Nie mam si\u0142y by\u0107 dzielna i odwa\u017cna. Czuj\u0119 si\u0119 bezsilna i nieprzygotowana na podj\u0119cie kolejnej walki. A t\u0119 si\u0142\u0119 musz\u0119 w sobie znale\u017a\u0107\u2026 Jednak dzisiaj chcia\u0142abym si\u0119\u00a0tylko schowa\u0107 w jakim\u015b ciemnym zakamarku. Tam gdzie nie znajdzie mnie ani Pan B\u00f3l, ani \u017caden lekarz, tam gdzie nie ma sali operacyjnej i tam gdzie nie b\u0119d\u0119 musia\u0142a si\u0119 u\u015bmiecha\u0107 do bliskich, i pociesza\u0107 ich, m\u00f3wi\u0105c, \u017ce \u201eb\u0119dzie dobrze<\/em>\u201d. Bo sama takiego pocieszania potrzebuj\u0119\u2026<\/p>\n Boj\u0119 si\u0119.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ca\u0142y czas stoj\u0119\u00a0po lewej stronie \u017cycia i tylko zagl\u0105dam na jego praw\u0105 stron\u0119. Marz\u0119 o tym, by moje \u017cycie by\u0142o pe\u0142ne. Mia\u0142o swoj\u0105\u00a0lew\u0105 i praw\u0105 cz\u0119\u015b\u0107. Boj\u0119 si\u0119 tego, co musz\u0119\u00a0przej\u015b\u0107, zanim dostan\u0119 szans\u0119 na prawdziwe \u017cycie, bez choroby. Boj\u0119\u00a0si\u0119 b\u00f3lu. Nie mam si\u0142y by\u0107 dzielna i odwa\u017cna. Czuj\u0119 si\u0119 bezsilna i nieprzygotowana na podj\u0119cie…Continue reading Chcia\u0142abym si\u0119 schowa\u0107…<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":688,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[62,61,59],"tags":[9,57,65,50],"class_list":["post-690","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bol","category-medycyna","category-tn","tag-bol","tag-neuralgia-nerwu-trojdzielnego","tag-strach","tag-szpital"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/690","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=690"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/690\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":691,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/690\/revisions\/691"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/688"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=690"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=690"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neuralgia-blog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=690"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}